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Monday, June 22, 2009

SPECIALLY 4 U BABY

all i see
in herszz touch...

wads D fun? Ah Ah?
do U knOw wHat I mean Is isz?
Mmmm....
sup sup
Oooooo...
can i get ya?
Ooooo....
Can i touch ya?
Ooooo...
can i get ya...?
Ooooo...
can i touch ya?

zara zara touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara hold me hold me hold me

ah zara zara...Ooooo....Ooooo...

touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara
kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara
hold me hold me hold me
ah zara zara
oooo....oooo...oooo....

bin tere sanam is jahan mein
beqkaar hum
Dum da Dum da Dum
bin tere sanam is jahan mein
beqkaar hum

zara zara touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara hold me hold me hold me

ah zara zara...Oooo...Oooo...Oooo...

touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara
kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara
hold me hold me hold me
ah zara zara...Oooo ...Oooo...Oooo...

I love the way u touchin me,feeling me
boy im gonna be rebelling
boy mi little secrets gonna let u knw
that when you put ur arms around me
I love the way u surround me
oh boy im gonna lose control

tere hi tere hi intezaar hai
mujhe to bas tujhse phaar hai
tere hi tere abb khumaar hai
khud pe na mere ikhtiyaar hai

bin tere sanam jahan mein
beqkaar hum
Dum Da Dum Da Dum
bin tere sanam jahan mein
beqkaar hum

touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara
kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara
hold me hold me hold me
ah zara zara
Oooo...Oooo...Oooo...

One time touch me like this
I like what you want
what you give its a risk
Two time touch me like this
together wanna fasa D style The way dat a lover
Three time touch me by far
gets over here comes the crazy with me
its one time touch me like this
i know what you want,what you can,what you say....MY LOVER

yeh dard-e-dil to ho na agar
sataye abb dooriyon ka gum
behek jaye na yeh kadam
hai tujhe meri jaan ki kasam

bin tere sanam jahan main
beqkaar hum
Dum da Dum Da dum...
bin tere sanam jahan mein
beqkaar hum

touch me touch me touch me
ah zara zara
kiss me kiss me kiss me
ah zara zara
hold me hold me hold me
ah zara zara
Oooo...Oooo...Oooo....

bin tere sanam jahan mein
beqkaar hum
Dum da Dum da Dum
bin tere sanam jahan mein
beqkaar hum

soccer-holic 8:51 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

im njoyin life wid him so much dat
i cant even think of lettin him go
Worst still,i cant imagine him lettin
go off me
it will really be very hurtin n painful
but,i trust him so much and i knw very
well dat he wldn't let me go
coz,it wld hurt for him too

our love is jus one of a kind
we share the same feelings and
same thoughts
our love is jus like an endless journey
without him,mi life is jus so incomplete

anws,it's gonna be our 9mths soon
cant wait for dat
mi honey has been showering me with his gifts
and love
n i've been so touched by it
n seriously,i really love his glass block dat
he bought for me(it's expensive,of coz)
it was really surprisin for me dat i burst
into tears
bt,i also adore all his other gifts that he
gave me
esp.mi valentine's day gift
~LOVE AND PEACE~

well,nt onli does he shower me wid gifts
even i give gifts to him
bt,nt as much as he does
hahaha
n mi gifts are rather expensive
n onli,dis cute lil darlin of mine get to
have such gifts(im sorry guys)
haha

haiz...mi life is really so sweet and peaceful
im jus waitin for a very special day
n im eagerly waitin for it
bt honey,jus rmb dat mi love is
alwyz 4 u even i dun get to spend
time wid u

I LOVE YOU LOADS KAVIN!!!!!!!!!

soccer-holic 5:24 AM

Love is sometimes denied,

sometimes lost,

sometimes unrecognized,

but in the end,

always found with no regrets,

forever valued and kept treasured.

A relationship is like a rose,

How long it lasts, no one knows;

Love can erase an awful past,

Love can be yours, you'll see at last;

To feel that love, it makes you sigh;

To have it leave, you'd rather die;

You hope you've found that special rose,

Cause you love and care for the one you chose.

soccer-holic 5:00 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

tomorrow is gonna be a tiring day
for kavin and me...haiz

need to get mi school books...
i hope i can get all of them...
kavin is folowing me to get them...
mi sweetie boi!!!
n once we r done,we gona catch a movie!!!
TWILIGHT!!
wee...

'cedric diggory' is so handsome!!
such beautiful eyes he has...
so adorable...

aft dat,mi honey has to go work...
haiz...
i love you loads baby=)

sorry 4 bullyin u jus nw...
hehx
chumma chumma
muackssss

soccer-holic 5:19 AM

SCHOOL IS GONNA START VERY SOON!!!
IT'S SOON GONA BE TIME FOR ME TO GO BACK
TO SQUARE ONE...

WAKE UP AT 6
PACK MI BAG
DRAG MISELF TO SCHOOL
MORNING ASSEMBLY
STARING AT THE PRINCIPAL'S FACE IN THE MORNING
ATTIRE CHECK
CLIMB UP TO THE 4TH STORY
BORING LESSONS
ARGH!!!!!!!!!

but,i wld be hafin fun in sch...hahah
n mi boredom wld be over!!!

ADVANTAGES AND DISADVANTAGES!!!
haizzz

soccer-holic 5:10 AM

IM SO BORED ON CHRISTMAS DAY!!!
hahahaha

MI BABY IS SLEEPIN NOW
need to wake him up at 9.30pm...
23mins left...

mi fren jus called sayin dat she's bored too...
bt,she's in a christmas party!!! lol
at least,she's accompanyin me...hahaha

boreddddddddddddddddddd=)

soccer-holic 5:05 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

"Love is a portion of the soul itself,
and it is of the same nature as the celestial breathing
of the atmosphere of paradise."

True love is not how you forgive,
but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel,
not how you listen but how you understand,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

When we love, it isn't because the person's perfect,
it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly.

It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me.
It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do.

A priceless moment is when the person that you have fallen in love with,
looks you right in the eyes to tell you that they have fallen in love with you.

You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever.

I love you because you bring out the best in me,
and holding on to that thought,
I sincerely believe that just by being with you
shall bring out the best life I ever could live.

You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly,
but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile.

I love you not because of anything you have,
but because of something that I feel when I'm near you.

I love the way we can just look at each other
and know that we love each other
with out even saying a word.

greatest love story that was ever told,
could be me and you, you just never know.

You know you're in love
when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams!

Sometimes I wonder, is this a dream or is this true?
I can't believe I'm lucky enough to spend my life with you!

I want to share all my love with you,
no one else will do.
And your eyes,
they tell me how much you care,
you will always be my endless love.

Over time things change and things disappear,
but your love and your devotion stays embedded,
like stone, in my heart for my eternal days.

Only those lovers that can compromise with one another
without feeling stressed are truly in love!

Love can happen many times, but true love only happens once

True Love is loving that someone
even with their worst faults and flaws.
Forgiving and Forgetting their wrong doings,
Enduring and being Kind always trusting and not easily angered,
always trusting and hoping and never failing.

Choosing a love, and then, being strong enough to live up
to your commitment of love is the essence of love.

~true love can be very meaningful than you thought~

TRUE LOVE NEVER FAILS
especially for u n me
coz,v r one of a kind

u will alwyz have mi love all the time
im loving you too much

is the essence of love.

soccer-holic 7:40 AM

im so deeply in love wid mi darlin....
we did had some arguments at times...
but,forgettin those times,we alwyz remember the gd times
we had 2gether....
it was really so nice to be with him all the time whereby
we hold hands 2gether
kiss each other
fightin with each other and makin up
very fast
hafin meals 2gether
and everything!!!
i jus feel so secured when i am with u all the time kavin

nt onli being secured...
bt,being loved by u...
n hafin u bside me all the time...
haiz..KAVIN KAVIN!!
I LOVE YOU LOADS DA

im really very sorry when i showed anger to u for
no reason...
and hafin loads of ego...
bt kavin,wadeva it is,i love you loads no matter wad...

HAPPY 6MTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY

even tho u r nt here wid me 2day,i knw dat
whereva u r,u will alwyz be thinkin abt me...
n i am thinkin abt u right now...

soccer-holic 7:23 AM

IT'S OUR 6MTHS ANNIVERSARY 2DAY
n it's going to end in another 30mins....
hehehx
HAPPY 6MTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME!!!
lol

soccer-holic 7:21 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

NO CARE
NO CONCERN
NO LOVE
NO AFFECTION
NO APPRECIATION

THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABT ME
THEY CAME BACK HOME AT 9.54
BUT,DIDN'T BOTHER TO ASK ME ANITHIN
IT WAS SO HURTING! BUT,I'VE GOT NO CHOICE
I AM USED TO IT
THEY CAME BACK N TOLD ME TO THIS AND THAT
AND DAT IS SO FRUSTRATING
ARGHHHHHHH

IT'S OKIE...I AM JUST GONNA LEAVE IT LIKE THAT
I'VE ALWYZ GOT MI HONEY TO BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME...
MI DARLING WIL GIVE ME ALL HIS LOVE, AFFECTION, CARE AND
CONCERN!!!
I LOVE HIM ALWYZ:)
IM GONNA BE LIKE THAT FROM NOW ON...
I CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT MI PARENTS ANYMORE
I'VE CONCLUDED EVERYTHIN
I DUN CARE IF WADEVA I CONCLUDE IS WRONG OR RITE...
IT'S MY OWN DECISION AND I DON'T NEED ANY1 TO INTERFERE IN IT
THANKS:)

I LOVE YOU ALOT KAVIN
JUS HOPE U REALLY WILL TAKE CARE OF ME VERY WELL THROUGHOUT
YOUR WHOLE LIFE
N I WILL ALWYZ BE WITH YOU DARLING
I'VE ONLY GOT U NOW KAVIN
DUN LEAVE ME BABY
muacksssss

soccer-holic 5:18 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

ppl have been givin me advices and have been tryin to
console me
NOTHING IS GONNA WORK OUT
i would only be fine when mi parents back
NOBODY CAN MAKE ME FEEL ALRIGHT
i feel like crying
OH GOD!!
why is mi life made in such a way?
I WANT MI PARENTS TO COME HOME NOW!
haizzzz
hearing mi fren's background over the fone whereby they are so happy wid their family jus makes me to think abt mi family more
ppl who consoled me said dat wadeva happens,there's alwyz a reason for it...
BUT,I DON'T SEE ANY REASON FOR THIS

when i was chattin in msn,one of mi contacts started a conv
with me...i didn't had mood and told him dat...
n he actually consoled me...
n dere again,he told me dis:
and watever happens got is own reason...
not to think or worrry about it to much

i really felt so pissed...
what did he meant by nt to think or worry abt it too much...?
well,it's easy to say...bt,ppl jus don't know hw i feel...

bt,i do appreciate him for his care and concern...
thx dude:)

IM STILL WAITING FOR THEM
IT'S ALREADY 9:36PM
NOT HERE YET
haizzz

WAITIN....WAITIN....WAITIN....
i love you mummy and daddy
come back fast pls

soccer-holic 5:23 AM

im really in mi blues nw...
mi parents left to m'sia last nyt...
n i've nt received ani call from them...
i jus feel so miserable...
even tho,i tried callin them
they didn't bother to ans their fone...
haiz...
usually,i alwyz write such matters in mi diary...
bt,it seems that even mi diary wldn't haf enuf
pages for mi loneliness...
perhaps,pouring out mi sorrows here wld
be better...

ppl alwyz think dat i am a happy-go-lucky person..
perhaps,i am in a way where i've gt the best bros
and sistaz...n obviously nt 4gettin,THE BEST
BOIFREN ANI1 CUD EVA GET...
bt,other than that,i may nt be lucky...
i don't get the best parents,siblings or even
relatives....
bt,i've onli gt one family member who is alwyz
kept close to mi heart....
n dat is mi beloved grandma...
she's is the one who alwyz call on me to
check if im fine...
besides,she's the one who accepted mi
relationship wid kavin...
she seems more important to me than mi parents...
they dun give a fuck abt me....

there are alot of ppl who are there 4 me...
bt,those which i want badly are not dere...
i am nt happy wid mi life at home...
i feel hapier when im outside...
esp.wid kavin,vengki,siva,viky,seetha,divi and mi own frens
they seemed to be more concern over me than mi own parents...
i really don't know if they feel he same...
bt,i cant be like this...
i don't feel like im miself...

mi life is incomplete w/o them
they told me dat thy be back 2day mrng...
im eagerly waitin 4 them
n they r stil not back...
no calls,no msges
NOTHING AT ALL
i really don't know what to do...
haiz...

im being happy now becoz i've gt ppl
to cheer me up and make me laugh...
bt,deep inside mi heart,im very heartbroken...
so many ppl haf been askin me if mi parents called me
it feels so abashing to say no to them...
n when they ask me y
i don't know what to say...

if onli,kavin was not here wid me 2day
mi life would have been in total darkness
it is bcoz of him dat im still enjoyin life
and being happy
i was really happy last nyte chattin wid him and vengki....
LOVE YA LOADS
bt frankly speakin,it was nice to be left alone...
bt,nt 4 more than a day...
i njoyed miself to the fullest yst and im very
happy abt it...

bt,i still miss mi parents who were nt at hm...
the house was like so dead...
IM WAITIN FOR THEM TO COME BACK HOME

i jus hope for one thing 2nyt...
n i really hope it comes thru...
if dat is nt gonna happen,
i gonna conclude dat mi parents
DO NOT HAVE ANI CONCERN AND LOVE FOR ME...

i jus wld like to thank to those who cae abt me alot and haf
alwyz been dere 4 me...
dis post is s'pose to be a personal matter...
bt,i don't mind sharin it wid u ppl....
coz,if i gona rite dis in mi diary...
i feel even more depressed and kip thinkin
abt it...

4 those who haf got wonderful parents,
pls treasure them and don't lose them...
coz,once u lose them,u cant haf them back...
spend ur time wid them and make them happy...
n make sure that all those moments are very
special to them...
im tellin dis to u all bcoz i cant get dat opportunity...
n neva ever take advantage of ur parents:)

thanks alot for those who cheered me up last nyt and kept
callin me knowin dat i was lonely at hm...

I LOVE YOU LOADS SWEETHEART
i know dat u wld alwyz be dere for me:)
the only one whom i can rely on all the time
4 all my needs and wants...
thx alot darling
muackssss

soccer-holic 4:27 AM

mi hols r so brng..n mi darlin has been bz lately...
haiz...the worst part,mi results will be out soon...
dunno hw well i did...arghh...MI NERVES ARE WRECKING...
ppl haf been tellin me dat i can do it and i will pass n stuff....
bt,i really dunno...i shall jus wait patiently...
i really really really hope dat i can pass mi exams...
OHGOD!!! 4moredaystogo!!
I SHALL WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT

n mi honey has been supportin me all the way...
he is the one who is givin me all the hope and
confidence...thx alot dearie:)
i jus hope dat everythin goes smoothly..
coz,mi dad's b'dae is jus the next day of mi
results...
I HOPE DAT I CAN GIVE HIM A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS:)

n mi dear kavin is goin thru alot bcoz of me...
i really feel bad 4 him...bt,he doesn't
wanna except dat is bcoz of me...
COZ,MI DARLIN LOVES ME TOO MUCH!!!
i jus wish if he cud jus be the same like last time...
he was so happy w/o ani probs and being so
jovial to me all the time...
im missin those days so much...
perhaps,all these obstacles are just for awhile...
aft dat,mi darlin will be back to normal...
he is jus so stressed up n luckily im alwyz
dere 4 him...

IT'S GONNA BE OUR 6TH MONTH SOON=)
cant wait for it...haiz..
24/12/08
I LOVE YOU LOADS DARLIN
MUAHHHH

n whoeva is tryin to flirt wid mi honey or loves him...
im sorry to say dat he has been taken by me..
he is no longer single...
SORRY TRY TO HOOK SUM1 ELSE...
thank you gals:)

soccer-holic 4:11 AM

Friday, November 7, 2008

phew!!!

updatin aft a very long time...

haha

mi darlin has been very bz nowdays...

sad sad...

bt,wadeva it is,he stil spend his time wid me...

luv u loads honey...:)

our relationship has been great so far...

it is ONLY once in awhile when we haf sum

misunderstandings..

haahh

it is nice to have a partner who has almost the same

character as u...

coz,u tend to get along super well...

hahah

days wid him are so un4gettable...

neither can him 4get it nor I...

special times,precious gifts and romantic moments

are alwyz kept close to our heart and in mind...

perhaps,ppl do get jealous of us...hahha

bt,v dun giv a damn...

n kavin,it wld be a promise dat i wldn't break up

or leave u...

coz,i cn nvr leave such a loving person...

n i will alwyz be ur zinnia honey...

everytime when i gona meet u,i alwyz come with zest...

dunno y...it's jus a feelin dat i alwyz come across...

coz,i oso feel happy when i meet u...

leavin all mi sorrows behind...

even when i dun wanna smile,u r the only one who

can make me smile:)

it's onli been a few days since the last i saw u...bt,i feel like

i didn't see you for yonks...haiz...

kant wait to cya nxt wk:)

kavin,i really like ur yielding character...

i mean nt everyone has dat character honey:)

bt,you don't mind to give in to me for almost

everythin...

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im yearnin to see you dearie:)

muahhhhh

soccer-holic 9:22 PM